What was my childhood dream?
Wouldn't everyone say their childhoood dream was to be a singer, an actor, or a model? I'm sure that's the top three choices. But these dreams never really stuck to me. Of course, I wanted to be one or all of these things, but I'm not pretty enough. As I got older I realize just how true that is.
So what was my other choices? Stylist, hairstylist, or fashion designer, maybe? What else? It has to do something with beauty. I mean just because I'm not beautiful doesn't mean I can't create beautiful things.
But again, these dreams die too...
I'm getting older faster than I want to. But that's life, people get older. How I wish time waits for us to grow up.
When we're all little we wish we can grow up as fast as possible. But once we realize we have gotten older... we wish to be young again. I for one wish to be just old. Then everything would finally be over.
Some people are very hung up on love, and being in love, or being loved. I never really dreamed about my own love story because I never imagined I'd every have a chance to experience one. Strangely, I like writing love stories. They're mostly about unrequited love. Because I'm always the one whose fallling for somebody and never the one to get anyone. So, do I wish for my own love story someday? I don't mind having one of my own, I just hope it doesn't involve some weirdo. But even if it doesn't happen I want to continue writing love stories.
I'm worried. What will become off me in the future? Where will this career take me? Or will I just end up being a cashier at some convient store. Or at least I want to work at a clothing store at the least.
It's true what they say, being a starving artist...
Not that I'm literally starving, but when will anyone notice me?